OMG I HAVEN'T BEEN IN THIS SPACE FOR AGESSSS

okay. updates:

1 granny hit her head on the door while trying to open it and has brain hemorrhage. cannot remember a lot of things and has short term memory now.

2 parents got physically attacked by a crazy fucker on the road and my mom ended up with a concussion

3 i crashed my car. not my fault though. fucker will pay for my damages which totaled up to 1.9k.

DID I MENTION 1- ALL HAPPENED IN A TIMESPAN OF 2 WEEKS?


oh one more thing, i'm leaving in a month's timeeeee.




"He's not sorry. If he cheated on you, then you didn't matter enough for him to be thinking about you while it was happening."--Taylor Swift

And so I've been enjoying my last few months here tremendously. I'll miss Singapore so much when I'm gone.




Picnic @ East Coast Park


We all helped to make salad!!!!!!!!! Here's us washing veggies..







Salad turned out fucking awesome!







Miracle Whip by Kraft is the best salad dressing ever. Try it.







Couple more photos from the picnic







Luvluvluvluvuvuvuvuvvvvvvv






Photos from zouk

Friday













Saturday






Okay that's all for photos.

I will miss all of you sooosososo much I'll die..... ): ): ): Don't any of you forget me, okay? ): ): )))_:


Tomorrow meeting Suss for shopping. We're gonna get more nails and buy some new underwear! My cool underwear are all worn I'm only left with granny undies :/ Susanta says there's a great place at West Mall to get cute panties we're going there tomorrow HEH HEH.

Going with Pam for her tattoo touchup next week, I think I'll get mine done too. Was supposed to get the outline of my cherry blossoms thicker, but I missed my appointment and have yet to make another one. heeheeh.

Oh and I LUVVVV MY NAILZ! See.



The picture doesn't do it justice.


Alright I'm going for supper with J now goodbyeee

Extracted from Pam's blog:


Hate girls who exploit their boyfriends and treat them like chauffeurs. ("Hello baby.. Where are you? Oh. Bishan? I'm at homeeee(Jurong), i need t go over t A's place (Bukit Timah) for awhile? Fetch me?" Oh if i'm a boyfriend, I would tell that girl t fuck herself.)

Currently hooked onto KTV + beer. 3 nights in a row of that has caused a sore throat and flu though, suxx ballz

Anyway, dunno if you guys pay any attention to the quotes on TV Mobile, but some are rather insightful to me. This is one which I came across:

Whenever you plan on borrowing money from a friend, think which you need more.

When I'm happy.

Disappointed and worried as I am, I can't do anything about it. It's all out of my control.

I'm dreading September, when I'll be leaving for London for school.. It's all happening so fast. Okay, maybe it's too early to say that since Sept's 2 months away, but still. I can totally imagine myself all nostalgic and lonely and sobbing over there. I will miss the food, shopping, clubbing, the mere familiarity of it all here in Singapore, and most importantly, my friends and family. Darling Kiko too. Overseas education is going to be the bane of my existence. I pray for strength..

Therefore right now, I'm going to make the fullest out of everything while I'm still here, having fun whenever deems possible. Nobody's gonna stop me from doing what I want. I'll be the most self-centered person you can ever find. I'll care only about my happiness and satisfaction for the last few weeks I have over here because I can.

Maybe it's cause of the whole going away thing, maybe it's the constant preying of my parents due to some dumb reasons, maybe it's that pesky fly that's been causing trouble for me, maybe it's just PMS (yeah, permanent menstrual symptoms), or maybe it's all of it; but I've been easily bothered lately, and it's been affecting my sleep, making me even more easily worked up, snapping randomly at innocent bystanders who played no part in aggravating me. I regret it if some of you have experienced the consequences of it all. To those who don't blame me, thanks very much for being such understanding pals. Mabel loves you all.

Alright then, this is the end of my sorry post, I've never felt so terrible in my life.

So long.

My maid ran away.

Ever since, my dad has taken it in his stride, upholding his stature of "The Man of the House", to do the household chores. Don't ask me why it is my dad who's doing the chores and not my mom. Ever since I can remember, my mom does not get involved in anything to do with cleaning the house. She just sits back and utters stuff like, "I gave birth to yall, and suffered so much already." or "I am very tired, I do so many things for yall, simple things like this yall cannot do for me?" If you ask me, they're a truckload of rubbish. But whatever. Back to my dad. This whole "runaway maid" thing has resulted in him having no time at all to do his favourite after-dinner activity: online chess, making him a very-easily-pissed-off father. Grumbling whenever we leave the dishes on the table, or yelling "Oi! Now no maid you better be responsible!" when we forget to switch off the lights after using, my siblings and I are afraid to go against almost anything he says nowadays. Also, he has been demanding that we participate in the whole cleaning, wiping, washing, dusting, and vaccuuming affair. Just this evening, when I tried to leave the house to meet friends, he barked at me to help him with the folding of clothes, much to my dismay. I had no choice but to meekly do as I was told.

To those who are wondering why my maid did her disappearing act, she didn't exactly "run away". Two days ago in the afternoon, when I was the only one at home with her and was dozing in my room, she took the opportunity to leave the house. I woke up to the repeated ringing of the doorbell and went to open the door for my brother. I wondered why the hell my maid didn't get the door, and realised she was not at home. Kiko was around, which meant she wasn't out walking her. I told my dad about it, and he went ballistic and told me to find her. I went up and down the entire condominium looking for her, and even questioned the guards if they saw her around. But after about 3 hours, there was still no sign of her. I almost went nuts. Firstly, I was pissed off cause I got woken up, secondly the sun was scorching hot and thirdly, I was already late to meet Susanta. Finally my mom called me and told me the maid showed up at the maid embassy. Apparently she was sad because she missed her family. She also said she was always bored at home in the afternoon cause nobody is home in the afternoon all the time. -.- It wasn't that we mistreated her, so don't start letting your thoughts run too far.. Yup and so that was that, she flew home. And now we're maidless. And I'm fucking frustrated.


And you're not making things any better.

I might just turn lesbian soon.

Ok - My nose is still as blocked as ever, and my throat is so. damn. irritating. It tickles even when I'm asleep and I jerk awake to cough. I have horrible eye-bags as proof of my sleep deprivation. My head also spins more than normal whenever I get up from the chair/bed after sitting/lying for a bit. I've got low-blood pressure so I usually get that on normal days but it's frequency's increased since I fell ill. Damnit. And I haven't seen a doctor I'm too lazy hahaha. I've been getting quite a bit of yelling from dad and mom due to that oh well. I'll just let Panadol Extra / Cold prove their efficiency.

I miss school. Yes, the number one school-skipper wants to go school now.. NIAO! I miss school fooood. And my class / school mates. I miss waking up at 6am and singing the national anthem at 7.30. I miss sleeping in class. I miss getting yelled at by my mother tongue teacher. I miss messing around in class with the class girls. I miss listening to Pam and Jem bicker next to me in class. I miss annoying Pam. I miss annoying John. I miss annoying Tasha. I miss annoying EVERYONE. I MISS SA6 ): ):  I miss the catchy tune of the school bell. I miss the discipline master and his tacky cardigans. I miss skipping lectures to sleep in the library. I miss gossiping with John. I miss the stupid things the dustbin girl, Yixuan, does like molesting people. I miss laughing and poking fun at people. I miss cat-fighting in the canteen with irritating bimbotic dancers. I miss sneaking out of school with Aveil and the rest to jome. I miss PE (!) Yes wtf. MOST OF ALL I MISS SCHOOL FOOD. Or did I mention that already. AHHH. Roasted chicken rice mushroom and cheese omelette yong tau foo mee rebus stingray laksa nasi bryani nasi lemak sambal chilli rengang samosa crispy chicken.. I have to visit AC again. It's a must. For the food.

All this talk of food is making my stomach growl. Dinner wasn't filling at all. Gonna hunt for food in the kitchen now.. Later!


x I want to adopt a cat.
xx I miss Kitcat.
xxx Meoww meowmeow.

Down with a headache, a fever, a cough and the flu.
Just popped 2 paracetamols and am going to bed now.
My health is deteriorating.. Fast.

Phuture last night was a mistake.